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Tuesday, November 11th, 2003
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new livejournal:
www.livejournal.com/users/kitttttt
thankyou. ill add only who i like back :)
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Thursday, October 30th, 2003
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i love my friend jayne because she is special.
jayne is the nicest girl i have ever met.
jayne is sweet and jayne a beautiful smile.
jayne is pretty and always looks nice.
i wish jayne all the happiness in the world.
thats for my girl jayne. <3
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Monday, October 13th, 2003
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i made a dick of myself on stage at less than jake. but i got a guitar pic :D later on i met buddy, chris, rog and meatloaf. It made my boy smile meeting his fav band and getting photos. i gave him my guitar pic which rog signed. he was happy, i was happy, we had fun. Dave drove us home. he is so funny and i have lots of time for dave, he makes me smile. plus i saw lucas, shell and melly. :) oh and meet a chick from gainsville florida, and she showed me the cheerleading chant. best ever.
i had a horrible dream last night, that donza cheated on me with his ex girlfriend. But it was one of those dreams that are so real, and the emotions you feel are so real, and when you wake up in the morning, you think its reality and those feelings stick in your stomach. Anyway, i looked it up on dreammoods, and heres my answer:
To dream that your mate, spouse, or significant other is cheating on you, indicates your fears of being abandoned. You may feel a lack of attention in the relationship. Alternatively, you may feel that you are not measuring up to the expectations of others. This notion may stem from issues of trust or self-esteem. The dream could also indicate that you are unconsciously picking up hints and cues that your significant other is not being completely truth or is not fully committed in the relationship.
hrmm. i love my boyfriend, and im scared im going to loose him and fell like i did when i woke up. But alais, his ex girlfriend wont ever win him back.
I went to switch on Sat Night, had a really rad night, i took ms melanie and stace with me. i was a drunken fool before i even got there. i saw loverly people.. BEN IS BACK YAY! i missed ben, but he gave me heaps of hugs to make up for it. i had a weird encounter, and saw beck and jes and finally worked out who potato was after him telling me "u know my name is potato"n i also saw all the usual loverly people, and jordan gave me an invite to his birthday. i saw jayney and i love jayney. Again Dave gave us a lift back to hillside pride, and i snuggled with his "emo blanky" made funny jokes at mels crush.. yes, ms melanie picked up and forgot about corey.. funny ricki, "sounds like his last name should be lake"
im trying to find a "day job" as i hate my current jobs, and have a need for more money. im having no luck and it is making me angry and frustrated. If anyone wants to help.; please do. i will love you forever.
Heaps of shit has happened in the past few weeks, im just to lazy to type it here. Donza stayed here with me for 2 weeks, coz my parental units went to tha coast. Now i am going to have to adjust to non seeing him heaps again. and that will be hard. We had so much fun.
Heres a lowdown on shit:
+ donza stayin here for weeks
- anal beads, other shit scarey YUK
+ Having lunch with jayne, mel and jayde
- all my friends breaking up with their bfs/gfs
- making a dick of myself at LTJ
+ Jaydes drunken antics
- Jodz changing personality
+ less Than Jake
+ goldfinger next week
- Too tired for bsf, so not going
+ becoming the best cook ever
+ happy days burgers
+ Ben coming back
- Jayney moving to perth
+ goo and michelle saying "u dance the same"
+ friends, love and happiness
- feeling frustrated and sad
thats all.
<3 kitten xx
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Wednesday, October 1st, 2003
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DRINKS AT MY HOUSE SAT NIGHT! BE THERE FOR FUN
*meet pac man orange
*JAYZN VS DILDO
*Lawnmower fun
*horses
REPLY IF YA GONNA COME OR SOMETHING OR CALL ME!!!!!!!
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Saturday, September 27th, 2003
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ok, so latley i have been somewhat insecure and insane, like im unhappy with everything in my life, but one thing, and that one thing has to cop all my shit. But even he can see thru me, and thats bad.
im listening to the starting line, and fuck that cheyne dude, music is a form of expression cunts, so stop telling people what is good and bad. why are people always conforming into little groups restricting their listening rights. and suckarse to all those hc wannabes. i hate you all. die now.
goo was thursday night, i was way to drunk, but fun times to be had, thanks for the hugs, the dances and the drinking. Fuck the bar lady, SLUT! i saw awesome kids, whom i heart. nath took incriminating photos, and glenny was weird with me. >:/
last night all i wanted to do was curl up and die, but much to our plans, dmac got drunk, and me krystal, erin, jim, luke and damo played uno and i had lack of sleep. miish came over with sghell, we bitched. i love those two chickis. and everyone for fuck sake:
today i was too tired to be cheerful. work sucked. and now my plans of bad boys 2 and popcorn has gone down the drain, as once again, my boy has chose to get on it. all well, hes lucky im nopt a suckarse gf who cares. and that i heart him.
HAPPY BDAY EBS
i love you all who love me.
<3 kit xx
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Wednesday, September 24th, 2003
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please buy my fone, so kit can buy a livid ticket
$100 ono :)
its an 8350 or whatever that is.
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Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003
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hey hey kids..
this is my weekend in detail:
Friday Night:
*went to dmacs
*saw the pretty flower dmac bought kitten
*smiled
*had a fight
*drove off
*bought dmac a squirt from finding nemo
*ate pizza
*relised $172.66 was deducted from my account
*dave came over and borrowed hope conspiracy from dmac
*sleep
Saturday Night:
*saw melanie and corey
*dyed hair and cut silly frindge
*ate subway
*went to meet damo at nth melb
*went to frostbites
*saw loverly jes and beck, and mmet loverly new people
*took a taxi with dmac and damo and bek who left a msg on my last entry, to switch
*enter drinking and dancing
*saw lucas and emoglenn and all my loverly nerd kids
*hugged lucas... <3 you kid.
*went to subway again
*taxi, sleep
Sunday/Sunday Night:
*sleep
*get car
*clean car
*watch movies
*eat pizza
*hug and makeout with my boy
*sleep
clealry i had a nice couple of days, i love everyone who can make me smile. :)
hey beck, u didnt seem happy on saturday night or earlier today so.. *a flower for beck to smile* cheer up kid.
And dave i still expect that special thng on ur next entry.
i love you all <3
love and love and happy afternoons
heart kit xx
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Monday, September 15th, 2003
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hey kiddo's
well long time no update so here goes.
i quit my uni course :D so happy i have done that, no more hate.
it wa driving me mental, i hate hospitality!
umm, i went to switch on saturday nyt and i was extremly paz, me n dmac had some big fight and i went to switch alone, only to find him there. we madeup and danced. i love my boy :) i saw lovley people at switch like jes and bec and matt and shell and mish and michelle and ash and everyone else i cant remember seeing coz i was to drunk. but they were all lovley. it was michelles bday, and i met her little sister. cutest ever.
got asked to leave switch, ate subway, went to dmacs, he had to shower me.. ha ha and went to bed. next day, to sick to work. so dmac and me ate pizza, and walked around shops, he bought me a squirt plush thing from finding emo. bestest ever. thanks baby! :D :D
i cant be bothered typing no more
i heart you all!
heart kit xx
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Monday, September 1st, 2003
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hey kiddos,
wassup? im at home, on my day off, talking on msn to the lovley jes, beck, jarr and jayney. im so cold as i live in the coldest place ever invented. im listening to brand new, my baby bough me pressies and the brand new cd was one of them. it was my baby's bday on saturday so..
</marquee> happy bday babe for saturday!!
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Thursday, August 28th, 2003
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Sunday, August 10th, 2003
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hey kids,
nothing interesting to tell ya'll about, but i have been somewhat buzy this week, trying to fit in work, tafe and my boy is fucking hard. i miss my friends, but i feel like i dont have many these days, why is it when u grow up you leave behind all the good things? oh well, i saw jayney on the train last thursday, she is such a beautiful girl. we chatted and stuff and sat on the floor. thanks for somewhat cheering me up jp. your awesome.
new found... no comment. except to apologise to cassie. and a thanks to my boy who clearly is the best thing in my life. me and donza went to see american pie 3 last night, and we eat pizza and watched legally blonde wen we got home, we hugged and kisssed and went to sleepies.
i am heaps excited about january next year. i plan to have the best time ever. me and donza are going to the coast and he's never been on a airomaplane and we are going on one and going to get drunk, play at the beach, jetski, and eat lots of yummy food. see qld ska pride bands, and hang out. it will be rad.
anyways im out, time for work again and another 2 days without my boy. :(
<3
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Wednesday, August 6th, 2003
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Into the Dark
its about knowing theres another side to
someone..seeing this person whos someone else,
but you know that deep down their a completly
different person
What Juliana Theory Song Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
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Tuesday, August 5th, 2003
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i miss my boy, i worked at my new job long time last night.
<3
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hey fuckers,
im bored. im angry. fuck this peice of shit of a town i live in, why am i still sacrificing my sanity by living here? anyways my mum is a fucking immature loser who needs to grow up, and everyone in my house currently can eat my arse.
hrmm i was going to type something right then but i cant now. i'lll type it later.
FUCK YOU!
bye.
from the desk of kit.
p.s fuck immature sluts at goo who need to eat more cunt. u are all fucking loseers, and clearly i feel or your boyfriend. he must be insane to be with such a fuckhead.
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Thursday, July 31st, 2003
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hey kids,
whats up? i havent done anything that interesting, but i felt the need to update this thing, probabely due to my emense bordem. so i had tafe all week, and im begining to enjoy it, dispite my introductory finance class that bores the crap out of me for 3 hours on a wednesday morning... oh before i forget..
i hadent seen donza for two days, and he came over last night at midnight and jumpd in bed and snuggled with me. how cute is that? clealry i have the cutest boy ever invented. by the way if anyone reads this who likes my boy, add him to ur lj, hes offically a nerd. its umm.. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) xgreymatterx
strike anywhere tonight, but i cant be fucked with goo or switch for the next 3 weeks im guessing. sick of peoples shit especially evil girl. i think i might go see them play at shanty town on sunday.
anyway kids. its time for new job ( p.s i got a new job. go team kit!)
anyways i love you All
kit xx
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Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003
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so, im at tafe, i have had around 2 hours sleep, and im very delusional, not to mention i have SARS again and feel like crapola.
heres the details of kits manic life:
my brother moved home, which in turn hasnt turned out so bad, but has. he moved home because he had a falling out with my other heartless cunt of a brother, anyways...
an update on my brother: he had cancer and relapsed 3 times, he had his heart torn in half about a year and a half ago, and he smokes way to many drugs. not to mention he has a short temper, needs help getting through stuff, and is suspected of suffering depression. anyways.. i love my brother to bits, but i had enough a couple months back, due to our own conflicts and his temper turning on me. n e ways, hes moved home in order to get of the drugs and start fresh. but last night 12am, my brother's prowling around the house, pissed as fuck, doing stupid shit.. i cant sleep latley anyways and donza was sleeping, so i got up and had a chat to him, a long and deep convosation and ive relised why my brother is so fucked, and i understand him, but im just worried he wont help himself. he has to relise nothing will change unless whe wants it too, and he should be doing it for him, not everyone else..
ok me and donza havent been the most happy couple latley, sometimes we view things on the complete opposite scales and things are conflicted agaisnt one another. fair enough i fucked up the other night, but he has to put some faith in me coz i feel like im failing and falling down harder than i ever have before. i dont want anybody else, only him. i wish he'd relise that. i love him with all i have, but im scared he's not going to let me show him. theres alot of trust to be built up in our relationship, and i think both of us need to work on that. maybe him moving away will give us space and time to relise how much we need each other. ( p.s yes donza is moving to like sydenham, so no more around the corner)
i been pretty fucked latley, like i have alot on my mind and its making me stress out and worry about petty things, and im not sleeping again, causing me to be rundown, and now i have the flu, so basically i feel like shit. but im trying to work on that, and dont get me wrong.. im very happy with everything in my life. im just letting things worry me, and it seems everythings to good. but alais, i have beautiful friends, and an amazing boyfriend. but im moody, and i dont want to talk to people latley, im just really tired and sick of feeling sick, so dont take it personally.
here this seemed somewhat interesting and true:
Your name of Kate has created a practical, responsible, stable nature, and you desire to direct the efforts of others rather than to take order or ask permission. You have a determined, self-reliant, capable nature and resent any interference, although in your desire to help you are inclined to become involved in the lives and decisions of other people. You like to make your own decisions and to be the master of your domain. You feel a limitation in your own expression when it is necessary to reach another through tact and understanding. Although you are honest and fair, a directness in speech is a source of much consternation to you, and you often regret what you say. You also have a tendency to worry. It causes you to be too serious, and interferes with happiness and relaxation that comes with naturalness of expression. Health weaknesses centre in the head appearing as headaches, head colds, and eye, teeth, ear, or sinus problems.
i miss all my friends. comment and let me feel your love <3
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Wednesday, July 16th, 2003
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A beautiful girl can make you dizzy,
like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning,
she can make you feel high,
full of the single most commodity known to man,
promise,
promise of a better day,
promise of a greater hope,
promise of a new tomorrow,
this particular awe can be found in the gate of a beautiful girl,
in her smile, and in her soul, and the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like its
gonna be ok.
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i had a huge weekend, longest weekend in a long time.
thursday night was fucking huge, shouted free drinks at the pub, then a trip to goo with jaybe and cazza, results in a very drunk kitstar. i danced with cuddy and hang out with rad people, meet new faces and had rad chats about kick arse bands. fell over and now i have a big cut n mad bruise on my arm. caught first train back to waterg's, ate lots of maccas and got home at 7:45am. slept all day..
friday night was good for my own reasons, i went to loz's, and was so hungover i couldnt move, donza n me had mad chats and hes amazingly the best. John hotted it up with my friend chisato, and took her o see no grace. and if u know chisato, you'll find that very amusing. went home and had a mad long sleep til like 3Z:30pm the next day.
saturday night was snatch night, John drove so me n donza got meg paz, saw lotsa rad kids, michelle is radcore, and we danced lots. i met a boy in the line, me n donza be freinded him and stuff. got paz, saw dee( girl dee), chris, owen, stu, michelle, cuddy, dee ( congrats on th modelling thing yo)caz( nice hair frindge very stylish), craigos, emodave, nicole, erin.. etc etc etc had fun... matt was djing, and havent seen that kid in ages so it was good to see him. later on i had subway and jock boy tried to pick on me, so they copped red lemonade to the head.. they chased me, tried to be mean, but did not succeed. n e ways John got chisato smashed, vc.funny. drove to fucking malvern! then backl to romsey, john smashed the car., i slept. me n donza slept, then got up like 3hrs later..i had a job interveiw and got it straight away ( dunno how, in my state of hangoverness and pastyness)
yesterday i slept all day, watched the footy, got angry, ate food and slept.
Today i felt sick, and still do. give me sympathy, give me hugs.
anyways i love you all.
<3 kitstar
xx
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You.
-- Name: Kit
-- Birthdate: Christmas Eve
-- Birthplace: Essendon
-- Current Location: Romsey
-- Eye Color: Brown
-- Hair Color: Brown, Blonde and pink.
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
-- Innie or Outtie: innie
Describe.
-- Your heritage: english, scotish and german
-- The shoes you wore today: slippers (Y)
-- Your hair: wet, messy.
-- Your eyes: tired.
-- Your fears: dying.
-- Your perfect pizza: margahrita extra cheese, extra tomato paste, olives capcium and onion
What is.
-- Your most overused phrase: "radcore"
-- Your thoughts first waking up: "i want more sleep"
-- The first aspect of the opposite sex that you notice: humour
-- Your best physical feature: smile
-- Your bedtime: around 2-3am.
-- Your most missed memory: Jesse, Sando, Ben.
You Prefer.
-- Pepsi or coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: maccas
-- Single or group dates: single
-- Adidas or nike: nike
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton ice
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: neither. yuk
-- Boxers or briefs: boxers
Do You.
-- Smoke: no
-- Cuss: yes
-- Sing well: hell no.
-- Take a shower everyday: yup, 2 times.
-- Have a crush: yeah :D
-- Who are they: DONZA.
-- Do you think you've been in love: yeah
-- Want to go to college: ummm.
-- Like high school: yeah it was aiight at times.
-- Want to get married: one day
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: nope touch type fo sho
-- Believe in yourself: nope
-- Get motion sickness: nope
-- Think you're attractive: nup
-- Think you're a health freak: no way. i dont eat meat. i eat to much junk...
-- Get along with your parents: when they dont piss me off.
-- Like thunderstorms: no they scare me.-- Play an instrument: no no, but i want to buy a drum kit :D
In the past month, did/have you.
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Have Sex: yes
-- Made Out: yes
-- Go on a date: yes
-- Go to the mall?: yeah
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nope
-- Eaten sushi: nope
-- Been on stage: nope
-- Been dumped: nope
-- Gone skating: no
-- Made homemade cookies: no
-- Been in love: yeah
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope
-- Dyed your hair: yes
-- Stolen anything: nope
Have you ever.
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: yes
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: too many times..
-- Been caught "doing something": yeah
-- Been called a tease: ha ha ha yes.
-- Gotten beaten up: yes.
-- Shoplifted: yeah :/
-- If so, did you get caught: nope
-- Changed who you were to fit in: in like grade 7, then i relised its best to be kit.
The future.
-- Age you hope to be married: whenever it somes.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: one, if a girl : shannon, if a boy: mikey
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: on he beach, sunrise, flowly dress, punk music and heap of friends and alcohol.
-- How do you want to die: in my slep. happy
-- Where you want to go to college: ?
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: a hotel manager, a journo, or owner of a place.
-- What country would you most like to visit: america in 2005 on the warped tour. or belguim.
Opposite sex.
-- Best eye color?: blue/green
-- Best hair color? black
-- Short or long hair?: short, or middle.
-- Best height: doesnt bother me
-- Best weight: whatever suits the person.
-- Best articles of clothing: hoodie, band shirt, ssomething stlyish.
-- Best first date location: a gig.
-- Best first kiss location: on the beach
Number of.
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 2
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: like 3
-- Number of CDs that I own: too many/not enough
-- Number of piercings: one ear.
-- Number of tattoos: none
-- Number of scars on my body: heaps
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: no regrets.
My Father thinks I am: better with blonde hair?
My Mother thinks I am: moody
My sister thinks I am: no siser
My grandma thinks I am: a goood north supporter?
My grandpa thinks I am: my cousin
My best friend thinks I am: i dunno?
Yes or No.
+you keep a diary= yeah
+you like to cook= yeah
+you have a secret you have not shared with anyone= yes.
+you fold your underwear= nope
+you talk in your sleep= nope
+you set your watch a few minutes ahead= nope
+you bite your fingernails= yeah
+you believe in love= yeah
Last.
x. movie you watched = drive thru dvd at donzas.
x. song you listened to = moosh- bigwig
x. song you've downloaded = senses fail- one eight four
x. cd you bought = someone with hatebreed and tbs
x. person you've called = mum
x. person that's called you = mum
x. tv show you've watched = the pretender
x. person you were thinking of?: donza
Do..
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = yes.
x. think about suicide = nope
x. you believe in online dating = depends
x. others find you attractive = maybe
x. you want more piercings = yes
x. you want more tattoos = yes
x. you drink = yes
x. you do drugs = no
x. you smoke = no
x. you like cleaning = no
x. you like roller coasters = yeah
x. you write in cursive or print = mainly print
x. do you carry a donor card = nope
Have you.
x. ever cried over a guy = yes
x. ever lied to someone = yes
x. ever been in a fist fight = yes
x. ever been arrested = yes
What.
x. shampoo do you use = sunsilk
x. cologne do you use = tommy girl
x. shoes do you wear = chucks
Your friends.
Who makes you laugh the most? donza, sando.
Who has the best advice?: glenn, carrie, sando.
Who's been through the most with you?: alisha
Most Random?: leasha
Most could-be-mistaken-for-being-high?: John, because he most likley would be
Lives the closest?: jodz
Have you dated and regreted?: nope.
Loves ya the most?: donza, leash, sando
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Saturday, July 12th, 2003
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i feel asleep while i was supposed to go to work.
i am lying to get out of work tonight.
i went to goo on thursday night and got v.paz.
i hang out with cuddy and carrie alot at goo.
jayne looked hot, jayne is hot.
i got home at 7.45am.
i cut my hair v.short.
im indecisive.
im sick of my boyfriend listening to senses fail.
i heart my boyfriend.
my boyfriend is hot.
im going to snatch tonight.
im going to drink heaps.
im hungry.
i feel like a hamburgler.
im going to america is 2005.
i want an oreo mc flurry.
that is all
<3 <3
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thoughtful.
bouncy.
